~* MY HoRoScoPe PreDicTionS *~

Sagittarius, you are unstoppable! You are a very hard worker by nature, and with the current planetary alignment you will be able to accomplish even more than usual. You have an abundance of energy, more than enough to handle everything that comes your way. Just be sure to use your usual good judgment. Radical decisions, especially concerning your personal life, could lead to regret.

What's Your True Color?
FarmNaTurE, your true color is Brown!

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

True or not?i donno leh..haha..wat u tink then huh..(-.-)

~* GooDBYe 2005. Hello 2006. New Yr's Eve. *~

~*2 MeiNus.. Me and Ah Jie!!(GosH i realised im so so short loh!) *~

Nice Bkgrd men rite haha plus nice meinus in foregrd 2 keke bu yao lian! new yr's eve. met jie ova brief small lunch n dinner@wisma new foodcourt..whao whao lotsa food@wisma foodcourt leh hehe..nxt time go town wil eat there more often haha piggy oink oink..but i ate ban mian dat dat lah its not nice loh..ban mian shd b smellin nice n soup shd b sweet loh but mine has no ikan bilis smell @ all loh..i failed it on spot men haha..when it cums2food..i don reali ask4much..so long it mits acceptable standard its fine1 actuali haha stil say don ask4much haha..

whole day we rotted@kino..aim4E day:IN SEARCH FOR OUR NICE ORGANIZER HAHA. in end ok lah we both managed2buy our nicenice cutie organizers..n each bot a book as well..yeah..jie left shortly aft dinner..i continued2rot ard in town..in search 4my book@kino..bot a book which i fell in love wif immediately aft readin juz 1brief excerpt from it..its a book on "Love,freedom and aloneness"..sum kinda philosophical stuff..i love it men..i can relate 2it alot u noe..i love philosophical stuff..no wonder i enjoyed my philosophy classes so much in campus haha..anyw aft dat went PS starhub bot a new hp n new line..realised no contacts@all in my new hp haha..cos..cos..cos..i donno..sumhow wheneva ive new possessions..i wan them 2ve a new lease of life..i donwan past 2cut tru their paths again..

v sianz men..stil waitin impatiently 4 E 14th 2cum..last day of temp job..

*i cant sense any sincerity in ppl..sumtimes when ppl don reply i start put them back 2my black list again..is it cos of my weird n unpredictable personality dat act repels ppl from me..??i only noe dat time is E tool 2tell everytink..time wil show a person's true color n sincerity n how they treat u true dwn from their heart..if ppl wu sim their actions wil show1 if ppl half hearted bo sim actions show as well loh..juz like ppl i noe..wu sim vs bo sim i can sense 1..so no nid 2give me 2many excuses or sorries or stories..real vs fake my heart can tell 1 loh..so no nid giv me all E sorries and mushy tinks like miz u lots or wat..

i donno wat lies ahead of me..V BLEAK..ok im not referrin 2job..im referrin 2my social life..v blurred..v bleak..i cant seem 2c anytink..n cny comin..i only njoy tos pre-cny days..1 or 2wks b4 actual cny..wil follow mama papa aft diner go mkt go supermkt etc shop 4 lotsa cny stuff haha..n gan rang E nice qi fen..n oso njoy 2nd day onwards..hate eve n 1st day..!!whoeva's goin on getaway durin eve n cny 1st day ask me along hoh haha..haiz..

*Hope Friday cums soon..then can go home eat dinner wif mama...yest din njoy home stay..but fri shd b ok..*

~* Sianz ...*~

Haiz...now@work..waitin 4calls..but no calls oso nvm..i only noe dat im v tired 2day..nid my ample rest n sleep..=( brain not functioning when im tired n shag..haiz..=(

Some Updates 1st.
2days ago superb late4work. As usual i like2xplore new buses. took 132 instead of usual 165. realised its goin in wrong direction. panicked n alighted1stop later. Then saw 153. tink E nos looks rather familiar. so w/o any hesitation took E bus. Darn it haha. haiz. it went all E way2Toa Payoh Bukit Merah area!!Chumz..in end took cab rushed dwn2wkplace. wasted $7 ova notink!!late 4 half an hr..haiz.short of $3.50 earning..total loss of $10.50 v v Sads..=( Yest late 15mins 4wk again..2day ok lah managed2reach on time..phew..not gona go4tuition 2day lah..v tired..v sianz..wan go hm pei mama eat diner yeah..miss her food haha..sound as if v long neva ve her cookin..haha..im juz s0o homely kind haha..

more updates..did sumtink v blur n foolish again..slotted $160 tuition fee in pages of lib book..returned E book w/o even knowin theres $$ inside haiz..only realised 20mins later when i was on way home..rushed back to lib..luckily in end managed2get back $$..lucky book not shelved yet phew else i can reali cry on spot loh..=( Anyways Big wife was sayin dat i shd b more careful nxt time..not juz nxt time but for many other times as well loh..saves all E resultant troubles loh..

Yest gatherin wif galfrens..diner..was tellin them abt tis..they were sayin luck seems2b wif me all E time..oways lose sumtink but in end stil get back E lost tinky..haha they said i seem 2ve a guardian angel guarding ova me..hmm..(",) yah..n i was so HAPPY u noe..they gave me tis reali big big present..ive told big wife b4 dat ive neva received a big big big parcel n ive oways admired tos wif such enormous parcels..i din expect 2get a nice nice parcel 4my 22nd birthday!!!*A WIDE BIG GRIN* 2day go home wil open my big gift slowly..kekeke..*GRIN*

HAIZ IDOITIC JOB. 2B CONTINUED..=(

hp terribly spoilt..sads men..=(

*struggling 2 c all my incoming sms now..saw tis missed call nos..realised its JS's..i called him..a gal picked up..

~* UPDaTeS ... *~

2DaY woke up kinda late.. Donno why felt so sleepy n tired n shag tis few days..or rather everyday.. til extent dat im kinda used 2it oready..felt rather peaceful2day..no climax in mood..calm n peaceful which is rather gd then..had 2meals as usual brkfast n lunch no brunch in my dictionary..n though i woke up@lunch time haha who cares men..aft dat mopped floor..haha im like Cinderalla..or Yip's family's slave..mama went mahjong..wile i do hsehold chores..but hey ive oways liked doin hsehold chores..kippin my hse clean AND NEAT ESPECIALLY!!im a neat freak i gota admit..went in2my bro's room n i wan *Faints!* haha..

Starting 1month temp customer service@ Singtel customer contact/call center..juz pray i'l b ok..beta do sum research on their Hi!cards..not 2worried abt socialising wif ppl there though..anyw they all seem nice..oready could hit it off well wif 1 of E perm staff there liao..though i haven even started work haha..but haiz..2006 coming..n im stil holdin on 2a temp 1..but beta than notink ba..summore may ve chance converted 2perm..@least got sumtink2fall back on heeess..=P

Fren told me abt JS. ppl oways say Singaporean guys r a boring lot. i say singaporean guys r a scary lot. why?cos u neva noe wats behind their face masks..they can b Mr Nice Nice on surface but deep dwn..they r juz sum cheaters..Like him. acted like 1 innocent Mr Nice Nice low self esteem guy whos gd 2 ALL gals havin acceptable asserts. 2speak E truth hes juz another cheater who studies in Arts fac. guys in arts fac. lotsa galfrens. so disgusting. ok im biased. guys in other fac may not be gd as well. can b cheaters as well. but well. i tink hes v cheap. oh pardon me 4being so crude. my deep hatred 4 them is so deep til..i donno how 2continue. 3yrs Campus: Memories of fun, happiness, sadness, disappointment, FEAR etc. its Mr Lim TN who started everytink.

i tink my Big wife kinda noes me well inside n outside..she understands why i would rather b alone@most times..i get hurt v v easily ova slightest tink. since young i was bein teased n looked dwn upon by tos dad's idoitic relatives. pri sch i was a juz low profile quiet shy oways gana bullied by others n teachers gal. sec sch hurt by tis another guy oso called JS. JC being called a bitch by ppl whom ive offended. all tis accumulation n accumulation. Did i ultimately get stronger? i donno..mayb get weirder n hate spore even more. i get hurt easily thus i loathe rejection, dejection n disappointment. I cried on mrt dat day aft watchin mv alone. it was a brkthru in my life loneliness. i guess my loneliness has reached its limit til extent dat im so so lonely. mayb dats why i finally broke dwn in public. 2remain alone is my own choice. tis yrs ive only seen E -ve faces of human beings. i don regret my decision all tis wile 2 remain alone4most of time. no regrets. but i muz say watching mv alone is nice..=D

ve been Venturing alone sumtime oready..n i wil continue dat..plus claiming a new identity pass now..i tink im startin 2 c sum light in my life path..

*im gona continue holdin on 2my lone ranger pass. Wu Sim frens wil b welcomed in her path. ingenuine frens pls GET LOST n don eva step in2 her path. Arigato..*

~* iTs Kinda sweeT i Tink... *~

Juz finished watching star awards 2005. Yeah i rememb when i was younger, i used 2 b so excited ova tis haha. Then will ve early dinner so could concentrate on juz watching it on tv haha. As if im in it like dat. mama would oso b excited. we would both b excited n glued 2Tv. hehe. funny. n i only lookout 4 my beloved Fann. Yeah ppl who noe me shd noe dat i love her. ofcourse im not like tos young childish fans. im a mature fan haha. E part which Chris gave fann a kiss on forehead b4 he went onstage 2get his prize...n fann went woo ahh..blushed..i tink its kinda sweet..its kinda sweet of him..=)

Finished watching TV..now back 2reality. Year's ending soon. 2006 coming. A brand new yr. i wonder wat lies ahead. i juz hope i wil juz stop my terrible procrastinating habit. Anyways.. oso glad dat me n Lays ve sorted out E personal stuff betw us both..its stil E best 2communicate when theres doubts betw u n fren..stil E best 2 b truthful 2each other..say out frankly ur opinions,tots, dislikes n likes abt each other. only when theres no secret wil a frenship/ relationship b truthful n deep.

Fann and Christopher..

~* 2nd ToTs Huh?? i Donno leh.. *~

checking out rainbow center's web page. sumhow. i donno. sumhow i would prefer a MOE teaching post. arrghh. i donno. im tired. juz wan zzzzZz for 1whole week. perhaps juz let me zzZZ til 2006 CNY ova then i wil wkup. if dat can happen it would b so great men i guess. i hate CNY. i wan escape it nxt yr. i donno if i can. even if i wan. cos sum tinks r juz not under ya own control even if u wan 2 b in control. i wan live alone. my own space. dats juz for now. in future mama papa wil stay wif me in my big big hse. i wil ve my big big car ferry them both ard n 2where eva they wan go. in fact now im oways in my own world of imagination imaging me sending dad 2 work n bro 2 sch. imagine myself 2b cool cool 1 in my car. my car interior wil b juz like a warm fuzzly little hse. i wil drive my parents 2town. we wil shop 2gether. they r reali ancient nice good ppl. they ve neva been 2 orchard b4. i would b loaded. i would brin them ovaseas. i would let them ve chance 2b on a plane. they ve neva been on a plane b4. i realise day by day dat ive actuali got lotsa of such dreams n wishes. dat i cant accomplish if i don set a specific time frame4such tinks 2b achieved. dat i cant accomplish if i donve a big bucks job. wateva.

*Yawns*

~* No DaYs 2 Look 4ward 2.. *~

Sumtimes E more u wan sumtink E more u cant get it..n i actuali fil scared abt tml's rainbow center interview. cos i cant afford lose it. cos its a rare chance. i don wan fall. i muz win. dats why E bit of pressure is there. but i belive in fate. everytink's so fated. if its meant 2b urs its urs. not meant 2b then 4get it. move on. juz b ur ownself tml gal. i pray hard i wun b late. oready decided tk cab there cos gona ve cdac tea session b4 dat n heard from jie 2day hers lasted 4 1.5hrs. n E candidates all kinda elite kind. so n so from mcys wk 4donno afew yrs liao blah blah. theres a QnA session. hate tis kind of tinky. waste time. lousy way 2assess candidate's suitability. so i don place high hopes on tis1. anyw they oso only nid 2. wif my experience?nay i doubt i can mk it.

tink all my footwear lousy. mk me fall omost everyday. fell on road @ shenton way n imagine all E countless pairs of eyes on u. laughing@ u. fell in a shop in front of 2salesgals summore. my fren saw as well. fell everywhere. leave my butt mark on ground everywhere i go.

Finally found companion watch HP wif me!!hooray!!=D but cum 2 tink of it ive neva watched a movie alone. mayb i shall try it 1day. shd b kinda nice.

*Yawns..* I miz u granddad.