~* 關於那天的雨天夏天 ...(尾巴) *~
UpDaTeS upDateS...!! (*.*)
(-.-) sleepy..wan zzZz..
1 DaY after Convocation..it shd b a brand new start of life..yet sumhow..im stil not able 2 fil E "air of new lease of life".. Convocation=a mark of end of certain stage in life..where's my new lease of life..?????!!!
i kind of drag my feet 2 work everyday..cos its not a formal 1st perm job. cos of E pay which is dat of a part time job. cos its desk bound. cos its not wat ive liked. n E list goes on n on..haizz..a big sighs..in other words..im stil aimless in life..im stil dat lost..AS USUAL..arrghh..
was feelin so sianz yest mornin n aftern..donno why..then went online..a fren said she wana attend my convo..@ dat instant i was reali touched..reali. was even more touched when i reali saw them aft E ceremony..act felt paisehs cos they gota spend $$ on cab fare..my mood got beta actuali aft she told me she wana attend my convo..=D
i felt bad as well cos i tink my parents were kind of bored yest..they gota wait 4me 2 finish lingering ard wif frens n takin pics..i noe they were tired..
Disappointed as well..wif a person. understandable if he's not willin2attend cos i noe it's act a rather boring 1..i won't bother2force him 2go though..since he said hes busy wif CCA. wateva men. don wan tok 2much abt tis le. im juz disappointed. im not petty. its juz dat..ah..nvm.
was chatting on fone wif tis fren last nite. miracle. i act chit chatted on fone. anyways. i was askin him how he would define good frens. best frens. cos i told him ive no best frens. ive no gd frens. he said its hard2survive w/o frens. he oso told me dat @times he felt dat E connection betw him n frens was lost. supposedly perceived 2b good frens yet it only appears 2b so on surface. no common topics 2tok abt betw frens+no emotional connectivity+feeling distanced from each other+seldom mitup n contact each other=would u even consider E 2 of u 2b gd/best frens?
donno wat im babbling abt. im tired. brain not wkin again. nid zzz. 1.30am oreadi.. tml gota work. sianz. wateva it is. i feel happy alone juz as well. i don anytink wrong wif dat.
where's my passion in life?where's my life goal?wat exactly do i wan in life?where would i b goin nxt?
* It all remains an unsolved mystery. *
posted by Callis @ 7/15/2005 01:35:00 AM
2 Comments:
If Farmer is not happy about the current job, she should actively go and find a new one.
"was chatting on fone wif tis fren last nite," Farmer said. Farmer should blog to make frens feel impt so relationship will last. Using "my" instead of "tis" is betta, as "tis" makes it sounds like the frenship is very superficial. Farmer's fren have spent time chatting with Farmer, so she should appreciate the call and frenship.
All the above are opinions of Eric. Eric may be wrong too.
How's life Eric?yah farmer terms her frens as "tis fren, dat fren"..i donno why..farmer has a few reali gd frens cos they r willin 2help farmer in times of nid..yet farmer oso tends 2oways focus2much on herself n tink less of reciprocity which is kinda bad in dat respect u noe.farmer seldom spares a tot 4others n frens. she doesn't fil gd when she perceives n fils dat frens ve neglected her n dat she has grown distanced from them. yet in 1st place farmer din even tink abt whether she has given her frens dat much as they ve given her u noe.
n yah..my current temp job offers me til sept but farmer's leavin in end july. no worries. farmer'l definitely go hunt actively4her dream job. well. not farmer though. mayb sumtink of competitive comparable level as farmer haha. tkcare Eric.
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