~* SoO BusY 是最美好的...?? *~

*YawNss...* I am so sleepy..feel like zzZZZ for juz 1whole week...but doubt i will eva ve such nice chance of getting 2 juz sleep for a week w/o havin 2 wori or tink abt or do anytink..HaizzZ..*LifE*

i love 2 read her blog..i donno why..keepin track keepin track..im juz curious..well im a typical Sagit okies..hmM.. is it cos of jealousy n posessiveness dat ve caused everytink?dat ve led 2such a conclusion betw them? *Wo Bu Zhi Dao Wor..* But mama is rather keen on knowing wor..

Anyways..im gona b reaaallll busy lately le..
Let's tok abt 2day..it's a Sunday okies..yet afternoon started tuition..ok..early evening started another tuition which lasted for 3hrs..gosh gdness..tml Mon,Tues, Wed..i gota tutor @nite after work again..!!n my part time..haha can b considered as perm ah since my workin hrs same as tos perm staff!! yah..OT everyday leh..Saturday oso OT..gdness....!!
But sumhow..i fil kinda happy wif E current temp part time..or rather satisfied?cos it's manual..i like 2 move abt haha..??cos of the great nice perm staff there..mayb cos its juz a small post office n there's only 3-4staff!!!not includin the boss..haha..they r reali v nice ppl..v nice..til no wonder i don mind stayin wif them do OT..haha..hmmM..

neva noe dat me, LL n her fren Deb share kinda the same dreams..yah..dwn 2 earth simple kind of life esp @ tos villages, valleys or mountains..told LL i would definitely pursue my dreams..definitely.. =D
*Jia You Jia You..*

act ve bin tinkin of it lately..i tink we ve drifted apart..n ive grown 2 not like her anymore..her frenliness n comfortable feeling dat she exudes 2 others in past..or rather 2me has sort of disappeared..yesh i owe her..but i don reali like her now..no..wat can i do..owe peeps sumtink yet don like them..haizzZ..n i couldn't even sense E genuine happiness in her when she opened E cheapskate gift i bot 4her..alas..Kaoozzz..

*Gota zzZZ..*tml gota wkup early n end late again..so sianz cum 2tink of it..haizzZ..Cos im a PiG....HaizzZZ...

*ThE route of BusY kips the feeling of loneliness @ baY..* Yawwwnss

~*拥有爱情也许是美丽的，失去爱情却永远是最美好的回忆...*~

*MISS PIGGY PIG-OUT DAY!!*

i simply cant belive it men...how can i simply gobble dwn so much food in such a short time..??!!Juz a short 20mins or so..n i gobbled dwn 1bottle of blackcurrant n aloe vera juice, 1bottle(equivalent to 2big cups) of carrot n mixed fruit juice,1mooncake,8waffle biscuits,half bottle of mama's fried spring onions..oh no..oh noO..did tis PIG-OUT a few times b4 in past n totali regretted it u noe..then told myself HEY GaL u beta stop tis kind of PIG-OUT cos its simply harmful 4health loh..but 2day ive done it..Yet Again..haizz..whyy.. =(

n dats not all..tis is juz 4lunch alone..i ve had standard brkfast..ve had diner b4 i rushed out 4tuition..n guess wat..im actuali eating my supper now..but well well..its fruits so its okies..plus milk..arrh..wo FenG le Wo feng le..

ive been procrastinating way 2much..2much..oways FILL like n wana do tis do dat..in E end i kip on putting off wateva plans ive n not set out 2accomplish or plan them..in E end could only regret n cry in remorse when everytink din go on smoothly or wateva..in E end could only force out a "I shd ve done tis done dat,then @least E situation would ve been diff from now.."haiz..a big Haiz..Why din i set some goals..n set out 2achieve them..why din i even plan my life path..if i din procrastinate in past n even now..would my life events n path b diff so 2speak..HaizZ..sadz men..i donno wat E hell ive been doin in past few mths..n donno wat E hell i would b doin in future..i reali donwan juz bump ard juz like now again..n Why m i oways not prepared 4tuition..Haiz..

Hiaz...Haiz.. why ve i not gotten my NTUC pay yet..do i reali gota wait til 23rd/28th aug..??gdness gosh..how m i gona survive..

As usual..im stil so so much attracted 2 Westerners..AnG MoH kids..they R such cuties cuties!!saw alot of them recently b it on mrt or @ orchard or even my ComPassPoint..!!gdness gosh i simply love them!!I love AnG MoH kidsS... =D

~* 很想拥有一個新的開始... *~

*Troubles will only be gradually resolved if one treats it with a positive and optimistic outlook. Emotional knots will only be untied if one is willing to open up the closed path to the door of heart. RainBow will only appear in the clear blue sky after a heavy downpour. Smiles will follow after cries, frustration, disappointment and anger. If only one is willing to face the tough sea of challenges with an open emotional perspective and optimism, and ultimate perseverance and determination. Learn from experiences. Life is just so unfairly short. So just move on and forward and not look back and ever regret.*

*Talk only, No actions. Dats useless. It's juz a verbal strength. Real power cums from the real act itself.*

Verbal tots from me here. I do hope i would b able 2 grasp the power from the real act itself..

Ive oways blamed the boy subconsciously. Ive oways tot dat he's so kinda immature. Oways gota let us all worry. Men, Guess im the one who shd b the immature 1..i haven been seeing the real smile on the boy's face 4 a long long wile oready..kinda miz it. i donno wat happened betw the 2 of them..i would like 2 noe..reali hope the boy would tell me all abt it. i'm fiLin sad 4 him. Reali hope n want 2 c him reali happy again..

Found out dat new tuition kid's parents ve separated from each other..No wonder i oways din c her dad..i admire her mum. She's strong. Bringing up tos 2 hyperactive, difficult n stubborn gals prove 2 b so exhausting n tough.

~* GeK SiM *~

*GEK SIM !!*