~* 淡淡哀愁 *~

Farmer's back.

Haven been online 4such a long long time..almost 1whole mth i guess..2tired aft work..n NUS dialup expired thus couldn't even get online..newspapers stacked up..1whole mth of classified..untouched..unread..din even send out any applications 4 a mth as well..Haiz..NO EFFORTS NO REAPS!! =(

wateva it is..my temp job ended yest..dat means i'l b kinda free again..haiz..

went out wif my wife 2day..was tellin her,"Aye..september now leh.." Haiz..kinda demoralized dat im stil unable 2get any perm job up til now..guess its partly cos i din apply 4many posts..haizZ..

ve learned abit from my temp job..saw E ugly sight of singaporeans as well..

guess Lays is wrong abt him liking me..my heart dropped again when i saw his msn pic..its E same gal..i donno why i juz felt so darn disappointed when i saw dat..i donno why..haiz..im sure i don ve dat kind of crush or liking 4him..i tink its cos he once showed me care n concern..but now such care n concern has been decreased greatly..n i associate/link such change 2 dat msn pic i saw..is dat meinu gal his gf..??i donno..

i only noe dat i detest guys more n more..
i only noe ive notink much 2say or chat abt wif guys..
I DON LIKE THEM..

*Rest @ home tml..v tired..mayb go compasspt check out jayjay's album..i kinda like him n his songs..v nice n touchy..he's so talented..=)*
Lookin 4ward 2 Beijing..notink fantastic abt Beijing i guess but i juz wan get out of spore.. Juz let me escape 4awile..from unhappy memories..from detestable fake hope givers..

Time 2 zzzZZ soon..NiteS..Yawnss..