~* Suppress n Repress. suppress n repress.*~

~* Supress n repress. Then supress n repress again. I would turn nuts soon. When can i eva release everytink. I can't seem 2 control my emotions recently. It seems 2 b back again. Who m i. A simple gal who juz nids real n sincere care n concern? A simple gal who yearns 4 simple happiness? One who yearns 4 a mixture of simplicity n (yet) a certain level of fame n glory? *~

Shucks. Irritating me. Donno wat E hell im typing 2nite. Suddenly fil so so frustrated cos juz msg him not 2 mess up my com. It's actuali juz a small matter. Juz cos of a moment's inability2 solve sum minor prob i got irritated n msg him not 2 eva mess up my com. but i juz wan everytink2b in place u noe. i simply ve difficulty remembering any password n stuff n if u juz change tis dat i would go nuts u noe. summore im an emotional n mentally unstable person. arrghh. i noe i seldom go frenster. or rather v v seldom. or neva? wateva. if i do visit i don wan c other profile in my com. Tis is my com ok ok ok ok ok ok. i noe im goin nuts. im a mad 1. im oready nuts. don say im selfish. let me repress once awile. i cant juz supress all E time. i fil like cryin now. yet no tears. no tears. u take 4granted i would giv u a bdae gift iszit. iszit. iszit. iszit. R u dumb. cant even say a thank you. or im E dumb 1. bot it happily 4u. tot would ve a happy ending. wat did u get in E end. wat wat wat. Disappointment. Again again again. don u tink u r v stupid Huiyi. u did so much. or rather u presume u ve done so much. 4them?4him. worth it?did he even appreciate ur efforts?neva. neva neva. yah yah shd't b calculative. wat E hell. when im nuts i dig out wateva suppressed grudges ive had against u n all others.

idoitic 1s. all of u. raise my hopes. throw them down. mk me fil im loved. yet mk me fil like im a dumb fool.

i hate 2 b neglected. im stil eva so possessive. ive learnt 2 let go. yet when i turn nuts again it simply hits me again2ve a strong want2 hold on 2 everytink w/o letting go. stubborn u Huiyi. WOuld u eva b happy like dat if u kip behavin like dat. insincerity. don care abt me lah. go care 4ya frens lah. since they r so much beta rite. go lah.

Pigs. All pigs. Idoit.