~* UPDaTeS ... *~

2DaY woke up kinda late.. Donno why felt so sleepy n tired n shag tis few days..or rather everyday.. til extent dat im kinda used 2it oready..felt rather peaceful2day..no climax in mood..calm n peaceful which is rather gd then..had 2meals as usual brkfast n lunch no brunch in my dictionary..n though i woke up@lunch time haha who cares men..aft dat mopped floor..haha im like Cinderalla..or Yip's family's slave..mama went mahjong..wile i do hsehold chores..but hey ive oways liked doin hsehold chores..kippin my hse clean AND NEAT ESPECIALLY!!im a neat freak i gota admit..went in2my bro's room n i wan *Faints!* haha..

Starting 1month temp customer service@ Singtel customer contact/call center..juz pray i'l b ok..beta do sum research on their Hi!cards..not 2worried abt socialising wif ppl there though..anyw they all seem nice..oready could hit it off well wif 1 of E perm staff there liao..though i haven even started work haha..but haiz..2006 coming..n im stil holdin on 2a temp 1..but beta than notink ba..summore may ve chance converted 2perm..@least got sumtink2fall back on heeess..=P

Fren told me abt JS. ppl oways say Singaporean guys r a boring lot. i say singaporean guys r a scary lot. why?cos u neva noe wats behind their face masks..they can b Mr Nice Nice on surface but deep dwn..they r juz sum cheaters..Like him. acted like 1 innocent Mr Nice Nice low self esteem guy whos gd 2 ALL gals havin acceptable asserts. 2speak E truth hes juz another cheater who studies in Arts fac. guys in arts fac. lotsa galfrens. so disgusting. ok im biased. guys in other fac may not be gd as well. can b cheaters as well. but well. i tink hes v cheap. oh pardon me 4being so crude. my deep hatred 4 them is so deep til..i donno how 2continue. 3yrs Campus: Memories of fun, happiness, sadness, disappointment, FEAR etc. its Mr Lim TN who started everytink.

i tink my Big wife kinda noes me well inside n outside..she understands why i would rather b alone@most times..i get hurt v v easily ova slightest tink. since young i was bein teased n looked dwn upon by tos dad's idoitic relatives. pri sch i was a juz low profile quiet shy oways gana bullied by others n teachers gal. sec sch hurt by tis another guy oso called JS. JC being called a bitch by ppl whom ive offended. all tis accumulation n accumulation. Did i ultimately get stronger? i donno..mayb get weirder n hate spore even more. i get hurt easily thus i loathe rejection, dejection n disappointment. I cried on mrt dat day aft watchin mv alone. it was a brkthru in my life loneliness. i guess my loneliness has reached its limit til extent dat im so so lonely. mayb dats why i finally broke dwn in public. 2remain alone is my own choice. tis yrs ive only seen E -ve faces of human beings. i don regret my decision all tis wile 2 remain alone4most of time. no regrets. but i muz say watching mv alone is nice..=D

ve been Venturing alone sumtime oready..n i wil continue dat..plus claiming a new identity pass now..i tink im startin 2 c sum light in my life path..

*im gona continue holdin on 2my lone ranger pass. Wu Sim frens wil b welcomed in her path. ingenuine frens pls GET LOST n don eva step in2 her path. Arigato..*