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i tink i would fil so agitated cos ive regretted my actions. i shdn't ve msged so fast. im oways like dat. so impulsive. din tink of beta alternatives. din consider other circumstances dat ve act. led 2 sum tinks dat ve happened. arrghh. wateva. wats done been done. im nuts. im nuts. mentally unstable. emotionally unstable. wateva. i wan zzz 4eva n eva n eva evaaaaa.

arrghh let me divert now. tok abt happier stuff.
1 more new wife. 1more new husband. who manage 2 catch my eye. hehe. Check out E pics ive included here men!!=P

1st pic: Cutey Cutey 鄭元暢!!
2nd pic: i tink ive tis tink 4 comic-like guys. 鄭元暢sumtink abt him. filled wif meng huan kind of feeling. meng huan. i like meng huan. imaginative. stil not E word.nvm. Meng Huan. MenG HuaN gui MenG Huan loh. Da Shi 理想情人 ma?
3rd pic: She's E 1. 杨丞琳.Cute sweety pretty lass. Smart. Mature though young. v frank n straight4ward. real.

*Yawnss* not enuff zzz. Throbbing sharp pain in head every day. now pain throbbing pain as well. yet i stil wana stay up watch tv til wee hrs. who cares. esp sat. tv marathon all E way til 3am. hooked on tis taiwan drama on ballet n dreams n romance of course haha. E brother has oways liked E sis. of course they r not biological related. i esp adore E way E bro likes E sis. E feeling as exuded in E show. cannot b described. only i myself noe. as usual. tok 2myself. no1 noes anyw wat im tokin abt. who i reali m.

idoit me idoit me. shdn't ve msg. purposely pick fight. now replied crap. A COLD FIGHT HAS BEGUN AGAIN. or rather a cold war. or rather. E coldness has oways been there. its oready cold enuff 2 dissolve E start of a warm war. cos it wil oways b cold. there wil oways b no warmth here in tis family. i mean warmth of unity of 4. 4. i wan 4. not juz 3. not juz 2. tears finali ve dropped. or is it cos im 2 sleepy. eyes 2tired. goin blind soon. not gd.

ALL tos who ve hurt me. u may not ve known it. i noe it. even in small ways. i remember. Scary?nay. im not a psycho. i wil juz delete u from my memory. but well i stil prefer 2b alone. im stil a self claimed loner. so i wun hurt u. Back.

NitesS.