~* GooDBYe 2005. Hello 2006. New Yr's Eve. *~

~*2 MeiNus.. Me and Ah Jie!!(GosH i realised im so so short loh!) *~

Nice Bkgrd men rite haha plus nice meinus in foregrd 2 keke bu yao lian! new yr's eve. met jie ova brief small lunch n dinner@wisma new foodcourt..whao whao lotsa food@wisma foodcourt leh hehe..nxt time go town wil eat there more often haha piggy oink oink..but i ate ban mian dat dat lah its not nice loh..ban mian shd b smellin nice n soup shd b sweet loh but mine has no ikan bilis smell @ all loh..i failed it on spot men haha..when it cums2food..i don reali ask4much..so long it mits acceptable standard its fine1 actuali haha stil say don ask4much haha..

whole day we rotted@kino..aim4E day:IN SEARCH FOR OUR NICE ORGANIZER HAHA. in end ok lah we both managed2buy our nicenice cutie organizers..n each bot a book as well..yeah..jie left shortly aft dinner..i continued2rot ard in town..in search 4my book@kino..bot a book which i fell in love wif immediately aft readin juz 1brief excerpt from it..its a book on "Love,freedom and aloneness"..sum kinda philosophical stuff..i love it men..i can relate 2it alot u noe..i love philosophical stuff..no wonder i enjoyed my philosophy classes so much in campus haha..anyw aft dat went PS starhub bot a new hp n new line..realised no contacts@all in my new hp haha..cos..cos..cos..i donno..sumhow wheneva ive new possessions..i wan them 2ve a new lease of life..i donwan past 2cut tru their paths again..

v sianz men..stil waitin impatiently 4 E 14th 2cum..last day of temp job..

*i cant sense any sincerity in ppl..sumtimes when ppl don reply i start put them back 2my black list again..is it cos of my weird n unpredictable personality dat act repels ppl from me..??i only noe dat time is E tool 2tell everytink..time wil show a person's true color n sincerity n how they treat u true dwn from their heart..if ppl wu sim their actions wil show1 if ppl half hearted bo sim actions show as well loh..juz like ppl i noe..wu sim vs bo sim i can sense 1..so no nid 2give me 2many excuses or sorries or stories..real vs fake my heart can tell 1 loh..so no nid giv me all E sorries and mushy tinks like miz u lots or wat..

i donno wat lies ahead of me..V BLEAK..ok im not referrin 2job..im referrin 2my social life..v blurred..v bleak..i cant seem 2c anytink..n cny comin..i only njoy tos pre-cny days..1 or 2wks b4 actual cny..wil follow mama papa aft diner go mkt go supermkt etc shop 4 lotsa cny stuff haha..n gan rang E nice qi fen..n oso njoy 2nd day onwards..hate eve n 1st day..!!whoeva's goin on getaway durin eve n cny 1st day ask me along hoh haha..haiz..

*Hope Friday cums soon..then can go home eat dinner wif mama...yest din njoy home stay..but fri shd b ok..*